saddest day

today something happened during the birthday of my niece. had quite a big quarrel with my 30+ years old cousin. won't forgive her. after that had really bad mood. asked wei jian to find me asap. then he teach me a method to vent my anger. felt better after that. then went watch taekwondo performance by korean national team. very nice. but wei jian unknowingly threw his $8 into the rubbish bin. omg. damn blur. haha. after that went look for yuting. told her about what happened today also. i like her way of listening to me. today really unforgettable. bad thing is that i won't be going for relatives' gathering like chinese new year etc anymore. and the good thing is that i realise who are my true buddies.