hi again

it has been a long time since i've last blogged. omg. lots and lots of things happened in my life and among my frens.

guess this is one of my most unlucky period of my life le ba. every stupid things happened continuously. i lost my contact lens case, my handphone got strange problems, my ipod nano lost etc. GRRR. ever thought of ending everything actually. but there are sooo many things i've not accomplished in my life yet. i cant just go. i hope everything will be fine back.

some things happened with my clique of frens. two of my brothers are sort of having cold war currently. the clique is slowly splitting up. situation seemed to be getting worst everytime. haix.

raj bought a battery for my handphone after knowing that my handphone got problem. found out after that that its not about the battery. but i really appreciate his thoughts.

finally had the time to read wei jian's blog. have to apologise if he feels that im not telling him some stuffs nowadays. i think man changes over time. it seemed harder for me to confide to even the closest people around me now. i dunno why. i think it may be what he meant by dun wanna show people how weak a person actually is. i know and feel alot of things actually. i chose not to say sometimes maybe because i wanna pretend i dunno anything or saying them out will affect relationship with one another.

seriously, i think wei jian has his own charm. he can attract girls' attention easily. he behaves more manly than any of the guys i know. i have low self esteem sometimes too. just that i didn't say it out.

played kicking with wei jian recently. found out that i still have very long way to go, mentally and physically. indeed the champion of "best of the best tournament".

for everybody's information, wei jian, raj, jody and cs are my brothers. i hope they know and dun guess around whether i treat them as my brothers.