change

i do understand that everybody goes through changes as time goes by. this is progression of life, the way we go to the next phase i guess.

my closest buddy changed alot, well, i guess for the better. he reads up on motivational books, plans his future, etc. a little not used to that though.

in contrast, i seem like a person who dont improve, a person who doesn't plan, a person with bleak future. i always thought that's because im easily contented. now, i begin to think, could it be because that im just plain lazy? im afraid to think about my future.

what can i be when i grow up?