Unwanted Continuation of my Life

Too disappointed to think, to talk, to feel, to see or to hear. Just glad that people around me are happy with their situations now.

I feel alone. In fact, with me as the only poly retainee among my friends, I AM alone. Thinking from another point of view, it might be a good thing. I will be able to concentrate on my own things then.

I don't feel like communicating with people now. Just let me adapt.