worst guy in the world

today my frens was tutoring me math cos tomorrow is my test. i took decades to grasp what my frens were explaining about. strange feelings i had. all of a sudden realise actually i had no talent. people always say a man sure got his own talent. bullshit. wonder if my purpose of living is to be the last so that people won't feel inferior. they can compare themselves with me! then i saw a inspirational poster writing "the teabag won't know how strong its aroma is until it is put into the hot water". another bullshit. shared this feeling with wei jian. and he was worried about me when i din reply his sms cos of my training. sorry bro! after that saw one of my good frens neglecting everyone around him because of his newly-found stead. even more sad. true friendship is indeed hard to find.