guilt

because of my knees injury, i can't kick as much anymore. thus, i didn't go for my northern shaolin training recently, concentrating just on the southern art. told my instructor about this and he was really very understanding, asking me to rest and not to waste the doctor's effort.

i really appreciate his concern. however, today when i read a email from him, he announced that thursday training is cancelled, leaving only tuesday for the trainees. i wondered if its because of me. hope its not. wish them improve and the school fluorish with many students.