holiday

exam just ended today. stupid. handed up empty answer sheet in. not exactly. got my admission number stuff. haha. wei jian coming to school to find me cos he scare i will get bored. thanks =)

i'm so tired of my life. i guess you reap what you sow. i failed as a student, brother, fren, son, etc. how will my future be like? it seemed dimmer and dimmer everyday. will it lead me to somewhere? or will i go through life like a walking zombie, living without goals and motivations?

am i right in giving myself a painted facade? i'm exhausted. can i stop here?

study week

have been concentrating studying for math exam for the whole study week. omg. what will happen to the other three subjects. idiot.

i've been a rather anti-social person, thus i only have few frens and that few frens are really close to me. wei jian told me lately that he'll be going china for three months probably next year. gosh! what will i be doing for that period of three months? haha.

watched "click" in tm yesterday. quite a nice show. towards the end super sad. sure-cry movie. haha.

been reading shi hui's blog. her life seems to be rather messed up right now. hope she's alright.

hope i can just pass my exams. D also never mind. =)
looking forward to exams finishes.
tata.

lazy bum...

people around me are all studying! just cant find the motivation to study. pray hard i can just scrap through the exams. holiday will be coming in 2-3 weeks time. must really find job liao.

went kbox with wei jian and junping on wednesday. sang and sang until towards the end we videocam-ed each of us singing. cool right? haha. towards the end we went kfc then we video each other do stupid things. -.-" so fun. lolx.

accident

went for training today and my instructor used me as a demonstration of how a move can be used. unfortunately, as the move requires you not to see when you punch, his punch landed directly on my cheek. *thomp* super pain la. haha. and then, i sprained my thumb backwards. injured again! unlucky. haha.

went meet raj, jody , peck and cs after my training for dinner. that was when raj passed me the bio-ray knee guard back with a change of the size. heex. thanx for the trouble.

opposing forces..

im now in a situation whereby im between fire and water, neither fire nor water can give way to the other party. dun ask me who's right who's wrong. but im really disappointed. now that this had happened, i've understand why people always say its easier to see other's faults than your own fault.

anyway, one good news. my instructor has sent me a email regarding the training fees. he lowered down the fee just for me! say cos he thinks i quite serious towards my training. woo hoo. didn't know train hard also got reward one. haha.

another instructor of mine also lowering down the fee for me! wha. so good. that means both my trainings have lower fees already. hooray.

National Baby

9th august 2006, wei jian and singapore's birthday! one year had passed in a blink of an eye. i can still remember i was celebrating wei jian's birthday last year with wei yang. haha.

we went k box together with jun ping, chia and adrian. celebrated his birthday there by having a cake. after k-boxing, which was about 3pm, we went somewhere nearby to play stupid games again. guess all of us didn't really had a wonderful childhood. lolx.

know what? wei jian bought me a present on his birthday?! sounds illogical yeah? nearly cried when i opened up the present. it was the belt i mentioned to him few days ago that raj has la. gosh. thanks!

happy birthday, brother!

bio-ray knee guard

went to meet raj on saturday at tampines cos he said he had something for me. it was a knee guard which says it gives out bio-ray that helps to heal the knees. silly guy was afraid i wouldn't like the gift. it was one of the best gifts i can get la. glad that someone care about my knees.

met up with wei jian and jun ping on sunday. played catching together. damn shagged! how long is it since i last played catching?? haha. then we sat at staircase near taka and composed a song. completed 4 songs! stylo yeah?

tata.