out of tp

been really really busy nowadays, thanks to this stupid exam which i'm worried about. sacrificed all my time on studying, which is the first time in my life.

tuesday 20 feb: studied from ard 7pm to 12am. 5 hours

wednesday 21 feb: studied from 2pm to 4am. 14 hours

thurday 22feb: studied from 3pm to 6am. 15 hours

friday 23 feb: E math3 exam. woke up at 12pm and went for exam at 230pm.

saturday 24 feb: studied from 3pm to 630am. 15.5 hours

sunday 25 feb: studied from 4pm to 330am. 11.5 hours

monday 26 feb: Edevckt exam--barred from exam and answers voided cos formulae found behind the calculator.

all these effort will come to naught if they dun allow me for the sup paper. well done, ken.

communication barrier

things just turn sour as time goes. small things like talking create tension. as much as i tried, i just couldn't get rid of the problem. really hate people talking to me in those finding-quarrel tone. i dun have the energy anymore. seriously.

brother's profile

introduced about my brother in the previous post. now, time for his profile.

Name: Wong Kok Wei
Age: 17
School: Innova JC(first three months)
Height:should be ard 178-180cm?
Weight:50+kg (he's quite light)
CCA in school: Health and Fitness (innova JC), Boys' Brigade(sec sch)
number of ex-girlfriends: none
personality: quiet, helpful, sentimental, hardworking

those who are interested please drop me a message. its alright if you wanna start with being his fren. (he doesn't have many female frens anyway.)

this blogskin makes whatever i type seemed so little. i dun like it. =(

happy valentine's day

how was the valentine's day yesterday?? hope it was a great day. went out with kejia yesterday for valentine's day. okay, i'm not a romantic guy but i tried? lolx. we went heeren's NYDC to have our lunch. i had hawaiian baked rice and she had spaghetti named "tears in heaven". NYDC's food always have interesting names. food not bad only lor. haha. i'd rather eat in bugis's tea shake hut. really good.

after that went to buy kejia's jeans. $200+ leh. from Miss Sixty.

then i went to buy my hair clay. didn't know the price and just brought it to the cashier. guess how much is it? $45!!!! !#^^*&%*%#$ never seen such a expensive clay before la. i stunned for a while and paid. lucky happened to have enough money. painful experience. lolx.

kejia bought a slurp t-shirt for me. i liked it. never had a slurp t-shirt before. another new clothes for my new year! hee.

my brother's birthday falls exactly on valentine's day. bought a cap from fourskin for him being forced by my mum to buy a present for him. then we had our first chat since so many years. we just had so much to talk about. our lives are just so different from last time. he told me about his BGR problems, studies, results, new year clothes, fashion sense etc. ended up sleeping at 330am. and he had to wake up at 5am for school. poor guy.

anybody interested in my brother? wei jian said he looks like L. and he's definitely serious in relationship. ask your friends if you are not really interested!

hair cut

troubled by whether to choose tampines or city hall to cut my hair, i finally chose city hall which kejia introduced to me. the place is cool and the hair stylists are rather friendly. i kept telling wei jian to cut his hair together with me, believing that the result will be better than his previous one.

well, i succeeded. he cut his hair together with me and we really cut our hair. not as long anymore. after the whole hair cut and styling by the hairstylist, whoosh, wei jian had the nicest hair that me and even himself have ever seen. stylo milo.

new haircut together with lunar new year. isn't that great? girls, be prepared to see the new wei jian. bring tissue along in case you drool.

if my photobucket thing is ready, i'll post the picture of us with our new haircut in the "pix" section. wait patiently pls. =)

push-ups!

played the "you, i, he" game with wei jian and junping just now. which simply means our conversation cannot have the three words. each mistake will lead to a penalty of ten push-ups doing the forfeit only when your penalty reach to the number of 40.

super fun. until wei jian needed to go for his tutorial. sian. hoping his teacher on mc. then can continue playing. haha. wow. first time do push-ups until so happy. haha.

later still gotta go cut hair. sian. so scary. everytime sure damn ugly after i cut hair one. =(

maple story

kena forced by my cousin to play maple story when i went my uncle's house to visit my mum. haha. really not very fun. think quite kiddish. or maybe im just sooo matured?! haha. then my cousin go find other user be my gf in maple. wth. make me become bastard. haha. kids nowadays are really different with the changing technology. haha.

yesterday went training and i used brazilian jiujitsu for judo sparring. dun think i should do that anymore. haix.

talk with cs

it has been a long time since i sit down and have a nice long chat with cs. cs taught me math in school's library while we had a long talk the other day. people's group of frens changed during different phase of life. no longer do we hang out straight after school like we were in sec sch. and of cos, we drifted apart as we changed.

speaking of him, he goes clubbing more often now. with his new-found group of frens. he told me how many girls he found in the club and girls wanna dance with him in the club. he sounded like a cool guy in a club from what he said. woo.

when you treat someone nicely, devoting all your heart and soul and treating the person as someone indispensable in your life, your expectation increases. quarrels are created out of nowhere and unhappiness strikes. so does that means you should just treat the person normally and not go to the extremes? correct me if im wrong.

affairs of the hearts

made my girl angry yesterday night. well, cos i told her the truth. maybe i shouldn't told her in the first place. im thinking what could i do even if i can turn back the time. yup. its my fault. no matter how you think about it. sorry.

im rather lucky to find her as part of my life. definitely one of the most interesting, serious and fun relationship i ever had. i should treasure what i have. not had.

well, helped wei jian with his chinese letter writing few days ago. found out that i really love to do languages. maybe my results wouldn't be like that if im in a language course or something. maybe.

my path

people ask me what i wanna be in the future. i replied i dunno. i've been rather unrealistic in the past. now, i dunno how to fit into this real world. what can i be in the future?

what i wanna do for the rest of my life? can i even get my diploma? things dun seem to be as simple as what i thought to be last time.

siao ding dong

today went out pretty early. boarded the bus and saw a girl. crazy crazy one. wear specs, mac uniform and tied up a ponytail. kept staring at blank space. and i really meant STARING. as if there's a enemy ghost in front of her. and she mumbled to herself periodically.

i believe many people do see males bahaving like that in the public before. but its my first time seeing a female behaving like that. interesting? strange? whatever you call it.

i went to my uncle's place to visit my mum. my uncle had a long talk with me, telling me how people succeed in their career. he said parents need to know how to deal with different children. some need to be reprimanded, some just needed freedom so that they can blossom on their own.

however, other than parents, friends play a very important part too. they affect your life. well, i agree totally on this. luckily, i have people like wei jian and others now. at least i know they are of good influence?

my father went uncle's place later and cut into my conversation with uncle. brainless guy. talk about unrelated stuff and later on wanna say something bad about me. compared me with my brother academically and say i look old! i really hate him. alot. dun really treat him like my father. i dun intro the people around me my father. i feel shameful.

pek chek

i wanna be like wei jian, irregardless of gender. he's right. females are human too, why should males restrict themselves to hit them when they are in the wrong? i wanna change. under evolution now.

new skin

finally abandoned the swordsman blogskin. too problematic even though i liked the theme alot. well, now this blogskin is about my favourite colours. white and black. a very simple blogskin. is it nice? well, maybe a bit boring.

may change the skin again. depending on the opinions of others.

blog disaster

changed my blogskin recently and found it to be a disaster. furthermore, lost my infomations then dunno what to put in my new blogskin le. fed up. and my tagboard is gone! i really gotta ask wei jian on help for tagboard le. but he seemed to have problems on his blog too. how...?