exploding

life is so damn unhappy. everything is not going smoothly for me. many people will think its regarding studies (cos its so expected). but lets put that aside. things like friendship, my looks, my timesheet and my martial arts are also soooo fuck up now.

going by the order i put just now. firstly, friendship. sometimes when i pretend i dunno something, i actually know. its just that i dun wanna show it cos the situation may get more tensed up or anything. sick and tired of these le.

my looks! i din go out these few days in spite of the fact its weekend cos i think i look hideous. you just avoid going out as much as possible while you look like a monster. right?

and then, this bastard johnnie from the job agency asked me for my previous timesheet. i just can't find it! its just around one hundred dollars! cant you just give it?!? some more even if i find it i have to go all the way to clementi to stamp that timesheet. i hope he get knock by cars and lorries. add on to my problems.

lastly, martial arts. being in a chinese martial arts school, many things are being regarded as "secrets" that wont be passed around easily. fed up with all the politics and the situation im in. i have around 5 masters that im learning from currently. cos i wanna learn more, this became a problem as the people from hua tiong view me as a student from northern combat also. hard for me to learn more things.

ram, so what you've practised martial arts for more than 30 years and have shadowless kick? i will beat you one day.

back...

really really long time never blog le. think no more readers in my blog le. nonetheless, im still going to blog for myself to see! haha. err. lots and lots of things have happened since the last entry i've made thus its near to impossible to list down everything. and of course, i'd have forgotten almost half of them.

firstly, before i forget, i watched "death note" with wei jian and raj. its really a nice show la. it has long duration but the whole thing doesn't even have a second of crap. after that went play pool throughout the night.

then, because of deepavali and hari raya i didn't have trainings! wtf. im a chinese! but at least the hari raya manage to give me a school-less day. so not so bad. hee.

done mini sparring with my training partner and raj took videos and photos of them. like quite alot. =)

dunno still got what to talk about. if i remember i post again k? see ya.